These are our "goal" pictures, if you will. These were takin' when we got engaged. and I think we can do it!
I am so sick of it.... please be gone!!
Ugh. I am so sick of feeling fat and gross! Why can't there just be a magic button that you can push and be instantly the weight you want to be? Now, I don't consider myself obese... but I am NOT where I want to be. My overall goal is to lose 50 lbs. SHEESH! That sounds like a lot. But that's where I want to be. I am not going to reveal my numbers, Tyler is the only one who gets to know.
So most of you know that we invested in P90X a few months ago. I love the workouts! But... I love my sleep better. :-/ Not good! So somehow I have to convince myself to go to bed earlier, and motivate myself to get up earlier. Lucy doesn't usually wake up till 10 or after! So what is my freaking problem!!!??? I can do this! It should be so easy! I just get so mad at myself.
Tyler has been doing his workouts for 2 weeks straight now. He is doing so awesome! If he can do it, I can do it right? I was skinny once... I can do it again! We don't eat bad. We are actually pretty healthy, and good at portion control. I hardly ever eat ice cream anymore. But I do love popcorn. That is my weakness right now. I love the EXTRA butter. None of that 95% fat free stuff. Its nasty! So that is my fall back.
So I guess my biggest thing is excersizing. I LOVE the way I feel after I do it... it's just getting myself to do it. Ugh. Okay. ENOUGH is ENOUGH! No more excuses. I start today! I will do at least an hour of excersizing 5 days a week. That is my plan. And I will commit to blogging about it. Because maybe that will keep me motivated, I have seen it work for other people, why not me? So Lets start seeing some results!