I need more friends. I miss having friends. Don't get me wrong, Tyler is the best friend I could ask for. but he is gone a lot. I miss My friends I use to have, back when life was simple and we were all on the same page. I have grown up and lost touch, even with the ones i thought would never forget me. The reality is, that is how I feel. forgotten, by the people closest to me, people who I called my "best friends", I don't even think they give me a second thought anymore. I use to be such a social butterfly, i don't know what happened. Somewhere I lost that. Maybe its a self confidence issue, but what happened to them, you know the ones that said they would always be there? Seems everyone is gone. I hate doing things by myself. When I get my "me" time, I have to spend it alone, and I know that is kinda the point, but really all I want is a good girlfriend to shop with or have some lunch with. Don't tell me to go to church either, because I have been. Its not working. The one "friend" that I do have has been busy with her kids and traveling, and she is moving next month. Its times like these where I just wish I lived closer to family. I am missing my sisters tonight.
4 days ago