whew.... I went to bed feeling super motivated. In fact I couldn't fall asleep. I was thinking about change. you know that feeling after you have a baby, every day is the same. you feel like all you do during the day is take care of kids and clean and do laundry. Ya I am in that rut. So last night i started looking up cute short hair styles. I know that is so cliche... have a baby, chop your hair. Well I have always been this way. I grow out my hair and then chop it. I am starting to lose my hair now. Kasen is two months old and I am starting to gain weight. I need CHANGE. So I made a deal with myself. I need to lose about 50 pounds to be comfortable with myself, and 70 pounds to be at my final goal. I am going to just take each day one at a time.
My first reward will be at 20 pounds lost.... hair cut!! I haven't decided what the other goals will be. But I figured 20 pounds will mostly be my face fat... then a shorter hair cut will look better. I am so sick of my hair. All I do is put it up in a messy bun. I need something short and fun. So for now, that is what I look forward to :)
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