What's up with that?

Okay, so I know I haven't been very good at this blog thing since I left Pocatello in the spring. But my life has kind of been a mess since then, so please bare with me! Wednesday we are headed back to Idaho. This is bitter sweet for me. I have loved being here close to family. Sometimes we have been a little too close. I am so grateful that I have such a loving and forgiving family. Both Tyler and I have great people in our lives that are there to help us when we can't help ourselves. I will be eternally grateful for everything you all have done for us the last 2 months. And I will never forget it. I have each and every one of you in my prayers and in my thoughts. So thanks. I know that they say that struggling only makes you stronger. Well I hope that is true. Just when I feel like I have nothing left in me, someone is there to give me a little more strength. Something more to keep me going. I don't know what I am suppose to learn from all of this, and maybe I never will. But I know that Tyler and I will never quit. We will always have each other. And we will always have our sweet little girl. She is my inspiration for everything I do. She is the reason I get up in the morning. I have never loved something so much.

So now we are on to our next adventure. And this one is for me too! For the first time in my life I will be starting College. I am scared out of my mind, but excited too. For those that know me, know that school is not my strong suit. But this is something that I feel I need to do at this time in my life. Why not? I need to learn all that I can on this earth, Prophets have been saying that forever. Education is important. Lucy will be 3 in November, she is healthy and at an age now where she can handle being away from me for a few hours, not everyday, but somedays. And I just really want to do something for myself. Something that I can be proud of myself for. I was no good in High School, so I am giving myself a second chance to do better. To make my parents proud of me. I need a sense of accomplishment. Plus it will be good for me to get out and be around other people. I have basically spent the last 3 years in my apartment being a home body. I need a fresh start. I am doing this for me and my family. I don't know yet what I want to study. So I am just taking Generals for now. Tyler only has two more semesters left of undergrad, and who knows where we will be after that.

So that is all I really have to say now. Once we get settled in to our new place (wherever that may be) I will do a picture post. Love you all.

*Keep the Faith*